This is madness. Fuck you.

School is damn horrible today, to be exact since the sarting of the school.I was sent home by the fucking big bird with some of the rest for dyed hair during the hols.Its damn stupid la, not as if we didn't dyed it back before the school starts.Whats her fucking problem?

Still, i can't get back into class for lessons till i've done some amendments. Not as if we've commit a crime or something bad its just dying our hair la.CRAP. This whole situation sucks esp when it involves HER.

We have to wait hours to see her la, just sitting there doing nothing at all.She thinks we're sibei eng, luckily we have Sam to keep us entertained.Keep making us laugh like mad, say how we will fuck her mother for free.siao.

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You are driving me nuts.Why weren't you there when i needed someone? wasn't i always there for you? shucks, you made me feel as if i'm just your toy where you can easily dispose me off when you're tired of playing and the attraction isn't there.You know i've always wanted to be there for you not only as a friend but something more but you just wouldn't let yourself admit to the feeling and be with me.They say love conquers all obstacles, i did tried to conqure all obstaces to be with you but its a pity there's one i couldnit(your reason of not giving me a chance).I'm just one more step to be at the starting with you but now i couldn't reach it no matter how hard i try furthermore we're drifting apart.Don't you think so?

But knowing how happy you are now i couldn't bring myself to tell you whatever i need to say in case i might give you pressure and bring you down. You've stated clearly your decision but i just can't accept those reasons you gave.I just don't want to lose that chance of being with you because of those reasons.shucks, i guess i shouldn't be so persistant and should let you have your way for the very last time.

If you're angry i will make you smile.
If you are demanding i will give it.
If you're sarcarstic i will be sarcarstic with you.
These are the lil things i could do for you.

Have you given up hope yet?