Imagine, if.

I rip and tear so get the hell out of here.

Wednesday, May 30, 2007 @ 10:11 PM

It stirred my heart.

Gave School as miss today.
It feels great man.
Don't want to waste my time sitting there stoning while KEL crap her way through for 1 and a half hour.
It will be insane if i did.

Sleep comes before any shit.
Okay, maybe food comes first.
Ah, come to think of it,
My dinner sucks tonight, had some chao da rice.
Hopefully breakfast would be good(:

Went to the book fair today.
Goodness, i really don't want to go but in the end i have no say la.
Those two women partly drag and bribe me.
I stand around and my leg ache like fuck.
After the books they went shopping.
Not my stuff of cos but theirs.

Work starts tmr.
Big bell, please don't make me wait for you while you put make up okay?
A few minutes is okay, just don't take forever.
-grin.
And i'll personally fetch you cause you're always late.
Tsk.

Okay i hope that my in charge is not an ass.
He better be nice and not fuck us up.

And yes darling, once i get my pay you will be the first i'll treat.
Okay i promised that it will be a good one so i'll keep it(:
See, i'm nice to you so stop saying that i'm mean.
Although at times i am but i haven't been mean to you, have i?

I'm talking to you now and you just told me that you've filled your lungs with nicotine.
How could you do that?!
Plus its without me.
Tsk, you said that we will go through it together la.
Have you forgotten about that?
You're sure gonna get it from me when we meet.
Okay, just don't get your lungs burned.
We both promised on that.
Keep that and i might spare you(:

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Actually i wanted to blog about YOU.
But i guess it will have to wait cause i've met her and something's not right with me now.
Fuck it.

Met her at town with her new "boyfriend"
At that split second i didn't know what to think.
I just stared.
It's been ages since we last talked or met.
How time flies without us knowing.

I admit that i've lied when i said that you didn't stirred my heart.
You think that i wouldn't feel a thing, think again.
You were the first so you will always leave the greatest impact in my heart and mind.
Although memories of those days aren't as clear, it will remain no matter how long time passes us.
Those kiss that you gave, i can no longer taste it nor remember how it felt like
but i know that it was once good.

You'll never read this but still i've got to say that you've found someone who can give you more than i could.
Love you more than i did.
Bring more smiles than tears.
It's good to know that you're happy.
This, i can never bring to you.

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Alright, it will be on YOU soon.
And i swear that it won't be a good one.
Someone instigated my heart and i have to say it, once and for all so that i can hold my peace.

I didn't lie when i said, i love you.