Imagine, if.

I rip and tear so get the hell out of here.

Tuesday, May 15, 2007 @ 3:49 PM

Sentimental.

Last night was total crap.
My brain was literally cooked and not to mention my frequent trips to the damn toilet.
Have to gulp down many cups of water to lower the temperature of else my brain will be fried.
HAHA.

Wanted to go to school this morning but couldn't make it.
My head and stomach ache like fuck.
Caught some shitt virus from don't know where (kinda weak huh)
Oh well, my immune system has been down lately.

The good side is not having to crawl out of bed to get ready for school(:
I slept till about 12 plus and got up to eat and of course the many colourful, horrible medicine.
Felt better so i played PlayStation and conquer China.
-.-

But the bad side is that i can't eat many many food.
I can only eat porridge and it sucks.
Only ate a 1/4 of it so that i can take my medicine.
Seriously can't wait to get better and i swear i will eat prata!

/

Suddenly i was reminded of you.

I admit that i miss you, it's been so long since i felt this way.
Damn, i better keep my distance or else i will be as screwed as the other time.
Never gonna walk down that road again,
It's tiring and heartbreaking.

But at times i just want you to lie right beside me
'cause it seems like i have forgotten what it feels like to have you beside me.
Damn, how can i forget?
I really can't recall that moment and that feeling which was once so close to my heart.
Is this good or bad?

Jeez, i guess my brain is really cooked.
Why on earth would i have these thoughts now especially this time of the day.
Tsk.
It will be over soon, once i recover(hopefully)

On a separate note,

The way my brother play audition is ubermega vulgar.
He keep swearing at the people who are freaking noob.
They made the whole team lose and he kept "fucking" them like mad.
Luckily my Mom isn't home to hear all that or else he's shitt will just spill out.

And i must admit I'm damn bad, i joined him to scold them.
HAHAs.
Not setting a good example huh, i know.
Can't be helped la, the people in that team are a pain in the ass.

Alright, have to eat my horrible meal now or my ole woman will start her rantings.
Wish me luck with the porridge.

Will you take a trip back with me to those ole days, just for a little while?