Imagine, if.

I rip and tear so get the hell out of here.

Wednesday, August 01, 2007 @ 8:06 PM

Like = Love?

Stress level is rising once again as the damn papers are stuffing up our arse. Not like I study much but its still depressing to do those papers and know that it will be taken account into our grade right? So maybe I should just force myself now to place my nose in between those books and read through them. Ahh, till I have the mood to.

Wednesday is gonna to hell of a long day now. The stupid Maths remedial is ultra stupid. I rather get my butts home and sleep then be in class looking at that faggot. Sam and I were laughing at her and say how she look like an alien. She does you know, just look carefully and then you’ll see a slight resemblance. Wahahas.

On a separate note,

That fella kenna kick out again. Poor her huh, can’t seem to stay for long. Soon she will be getting her fat arse back to Jessie’s side. Bro, be aleart at all times man and all the best to you if that should happen and I guess probably soon. Wahahahs.

Okay, we didn’t have any Chem lesson today cause she’s sick so..HOORAY!
We were suppose to do self revision, but who will la.
So we walked ard the school and get some food from the mini 7 eleven.
They are like mini NTUC now la, promoter to promote honey?
Doesn’t it have the supermarket feel?
HAHAHS.
Wtf wrong’s with the school now?

Oh oh, did I mention that we are starting to have a lil real food coming our way now, instead of those crap food that we’ve been eating for years.
Sushi!
Ate that before class starts cause break’s super late and the sushi would then be all gone.
The school should get more of it and keep some for the latter break.
TSK.
More junk food are springing up now, soon the school’s gonna be filled with ultramega huge people storming about and those morning jogs will then be a uber waste of time and useless.
HAHAS.
It’s a waste of time and useless now, don’t have to wait for next time.
I don’t see the point of morning jog, do you?

Photo taking tmr!
I hope that it will take up most of Geography lesson so we will miss the test on map reading.
HAHAS.

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I’m bored and she’s sleeping her butt’s off.
Damn.

How do I get over all those if meomories of you are etched so dearly onto my heart?
I’ll never ever be able to get over it but at the same time I cannot let myself fall in again.
I swear this time I won’t make it out alive. The pain is enough to last eternity so I wouldn’t fall in again just to recall how it will feel.

And I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have said those thing about fill-in-the-blank. I wouldn’t deny that I felt all those at that time. I was just so mad and it didn’t occur to me how she would have reacted. But believe me, half my time were spent missing her alone esp when it comes to the night. I fucking hate it when night falls cause that’s when I’ll always be reminded that she’s not there.

And I thought that being strong was by shutting her off and hate her like an arse but then again, its fucking hard. How do you hate when you love someone?

I’ve never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein’ strong meant never losing my self control
But I’m just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain from my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry

But if I was gone forever, would you know how much I care?

If the words don’t come my way
I hope you still know, I hope it still shows
If the words don’t come my way
I hope you still know what my heart wants to say.

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Damn, I ULTRA HATE IT WHEN IT COMES TO THE NIGHT.
This is what the fucking night will do to me.
Fuck these thoughts and feelings.
I swear I’m gonna make it the last

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