Imagine, if.

I rip and tear so get the hell out of here.

Wednesday, August 22, 2007 @ 6:32 PM

No longer the man that I was.

So we are less than a week to prelims
and I’m not even halfway through my studies.
Terribly screwed.

Oral on Friday and I’m damn afraid that the picture is friggin hard and that leaves me with nothing to say at all.
So I’ll have to look and smile dumbly at the invigilator so I can be spared from the awkward situation.
Conversation had better be easy too.
My mind will be damn block whenever they ask me any question.
The answers always come flooding to me after I’m through with it.
-.-

Ok anyways, all the best to xiao zhu who’s having oral tmrw.
Don’t screw it yeah.

Oh yeah, I screwed my maths upside down.
She’s gonna slaughter me and the rest.
I failed by 5 bleedy marks.
Damn.
I so damn hate graph.
I don’t even know how to draw that damn thing.
Somebody, anybody, HELP!

On a separate note,

Ganboundd keeps thinking that I’m together with xiao zhu la.
Tsk.
Just because we’re close and talk during her lesson.
Fact is, we’re just merely close to that kind of extend but not together.
Why in the world would we show her that we’re together if we really are?
So she thinks we’re not scared of dying or something.

What hurts the most.

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm okBut that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

Ok, tag replies here.

Sandra- Wow, it’s the first time you’re here! hahahs. Yup, you too(:
Rozand- Nothing wrong with it, I just feel like changing it lor.
Xiao zhu- Told you I didn’t even go to your blog la. Just happen that we post the same damn thing cos we were hearing the same song. Yeah, I have to be responsible for my actions so I’ll take good care of it. Yucks, can’t believe I said that. hahhas
Siang ying- Hello, quick fix your com la.

I'm sure things would get better. (if only i can deceive myself)