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Monday, September 03, 2007 @ 11:33 PM
Just go if you must.
I’m not putting myself through that horribly screwed days once more. It’s not worth it. I was being incredibly stupid cos I was still trying to save whatever that was dying but failed and at the meantime, she had someone. I don’t know if it’s still the same person or someone new but its still heart wrenching to know it from others. I also heard that she’s moving. Ahh, another super old news and I just happen to know about it not long ago. This is so dumb. I have nothing to say about that. Okay since I left wanting her to be happy and all then I must keep to that promise although I horribly want to break it. What else can a one sided love do? Just let her go, easy said than done. Now every time I’m at heartland, I’ll just sub-consciously walk home instead of taking the train. This is damn bad, I have to change it and start taking the train like I used to. Break through it and I guess I will be just fine. But i'm just afraid that i'll see her someday cos i might not survive through this whole thing once more. Seriously once is enough to be afraid of falling for someone and i don't think i need another to remind me of this whole feeling that comes along with it, like a nice attractive package. I JUST WANT TO RELIEVE THIS PAIN |
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