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Tuesday, January 22, 2008 @ 11:22 PM
Bring me closer to heart attack.
I had a greaaaat dream last night. We were in this grassy plain, just you and i. We didn’t have any worries or anything but bliss. I listened to your heartbeat as I held you in my arms And I woke up to an empty bed. So I heard that the results will be out on thurs. And somehow I’ve got the vibe that I’d screw it up real badly. If I do, I’m really not surprised since I did screw maths and science. Anyhow, I need a miracle to get me by. Purely a mistake, I couldn’t and shouldn’t have made it. I let my emotions ran too far and now I’m wasting my efforts retrieving it back. One history is enough to last me a lifetime, I don’t another to remind me again. So screw unwanted emotions and heartaches. Now I realized that I’m getting real random right now and I most probably don’t make any sense. But hell, I give no shits about it. Humans need a break someday, don’t they? And so this is my break down point. HAHA I better get off now or I might just lose it. And I’m suddenly reminded of you. God knows why but whenever I’m in a crap mood, you will come to my mind and I fucking hate it ‘cause you were never there. I don’t like THIS feeling. |
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