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Friday, January 18, 2008 @ 12:56 AM
I snap.
I'm screwed today. Fucking weather, so effing hot for what?! I bathe like 3 times in the afternoon and i still feel damn hot. In fact, it's not cooling now when it's supposed to be. Damn! )(@#!%#&^*( My heart gave some problem while i was out today. Damn, i kept having sudden sharp pain and it doesn't feel anything close to good. It's been a long while since i felt this pain. I hope it will just go away when i wake up tmr. I almost die after playing some ball game in the arcade earlier on. I felt like an old uncle, have to sit down and rest cos i couldn't take the pain any longer. I don't mind a change of heart. So who's dying? Please donate it to me. HAHA Something's on my mind. Can't get no rest. Damn, i shouldn't have this shit issue right now. I should just go and drown myself to remind myself that i gotta stay in this stupid dimension called, REALITY. Let me escape somewhere for a lil while and i swear i will be back with the real me. But somewhere in me don't feel like facing up to reality. Maybe 'cause i've got the fear of losing something. Ah, screw me, screw the fucking weather. The weather is to be blame for my emotions now. Try to understand, will you? |
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