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Tuesday, March 25, 2008 @ 2:12 PM

How can I make it up to you?

So many have proven to me that I have zero capabilities when it comes to that one thing, LOVE.
Obviously there’s concrete evidence or else I wouldn’t admit to it.

I left the first, using my selfish excuse.
But as I look back now, it’s the best I’ve ever done.
The worst part of her, was me.

The second, hmm..I didn’t even know what the hell I wanted so I just left it as it is.

The third, I don’t know if it’s just me or her.
But since I couldn’t make her stay, it shows that I can’t give any promises or securities.

The fourth, it was my mistake.
Too rash and I was a jerk.
She was a little helpless since I didn’t give her a reason when I walked away.

And so they all didn’t stay.

Now you know why I can’t promise you anything?
The above are the reasons.
I don’t want to make another mistake and have to live with it.
I know you will most probably tell me that life is too short to weigh this kinda stuff, I know that too.
But, I can’t.

Frankly, love doesn’t exist for me anymore.
Maybe I had enough of it and I swear I can survive without it now.
So don’t throw it at my face cos I’m unable to handle it.
Maybe I can in the past but not now.

I’ve played many games before so I kinda got the hang of it.
So this time round, it’s my game and my rules.

Okay, I know you will want to hear this.
Give me some time to work this out.

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Shit, I’m going nuts all over again.
To hell with love.
I’m going out now.

It’s a maze, full of dead ends, wrong turns and potholes.
This is love

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Pretty much your average asshole who will annoy you in every possible way that I can. Love people watching and diss them whenever I can. (I know, karma right) & I want you, love you, choose you. So, till kingdom come I will wait for you.

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I done with wishing they never come true.