Fuckadoodoo

I seem to be wide awake when I’m supposed to be asleep these days.
The silence is too unbearable and it keeps me awake all night with wild thoughts running through my mind.
Why can’t the sun rise now?
At least with so many activities in the day, it will help to keep me distracted, at least for awhile.

If someone were to ask me what’s the cruellest thing on earth now,
i’d say Time.
You can’t ask time to slow down and wait for you
You can’t ask time to stop at a particular moment for a little while
You can’t ask time to hurry move on so that feelings can heal faster
You can’t ask time to rewind itself and go back to those days

Ah, incoherent thoughts again.
I’m really losing it.
I think it’s time to sleep or find something else to do till I’m tired.

No regrets, I’m moving on.